More pics

Babies are crying for food so not much time to write...sorry.

Went to the doctor today and all is good. I now have to go to a neurologist to have a look at the siatica I have. Basically I have a nerve that hurts in my lower back that makes it hard to walk. Everything is doing better each day. I love my little angels but it is very very hard. I would not change it for the world!

Withdrawals

This has been a very rough few days. I finished my use of oxycontin. The most wonderful drug but I didnt realize how horrible it would be when it ended. Now I know why my dr refused to refill. I didnt realize how powerful this drug is. It made all my pain go away and then made me able to do it all. Now, I am in so much pain I cant do anything. Advil does nada, now trying tylenol. Plus advil is hurting my belly. I have a rib that keeps poping out, a pinched nerve near by tailbone and my incision hurts like heck and I cant eat. Not to mention the whole body aching thing. So my suggestion, dont take this drug unless you really need to. I would make a horrible addict. I was like those withdrawal scenes you see on tv last night. Thank god for all my help with the babies and thank god for my husband!!!

I did however, have the nicest shower on Sunday. I purposely saved a few good pills to get through that but I was already starting to show withdrawals signs from stopping the day before. I will write more about that soon. My list of thank gifts and cards dissapeared while I was in the hospital, so I will be sending out thank you cards as soon as I get the new ones I ordered.

Big Cheeks

I was wondering where she got those big cheeks from...

All three are home finally

All three are home. I never thought this day would come, but it has. I have been so truly blessed. I think these next six months are going to be very very hard. Physically, mentally and financially. I am still having trouble recovering from the bed rest and surgery. I am about half way there, but run out of pain killers tomorrow and the dr wont refill it. So it is just advil from here on out. I am very nervous about that. It still takes me a good 15 minutes just to get out of bed. Are these kids cute or what!!!!

Waiting on boys

Anthony and mom went to go see the boys. Aiden was allowed to go back to community hospital to be with Seth. It looks like Aiden will be the first one home now. Maybe early next week. He is now the largest of all of them.

Wow, Cream of Wheat

Today I had to force myself to eat Cream of Wheat. Okay, what can I add to it to make it remotely taste good. I have been told by my nurse to eat this cause I am so enemic. Basically, weak and dizzy cause I have half the blood cell count I should. Of course, it has to taste terrible. Yuck! Well I have to go pump and then feed Emilia, so far she has been quite the eater. Aiden is going great at valley childrens, he is still being tube fed but is doing better each day. He actully weights the most now. Seth is out of the incubator and can maintain his temp, but still can be picky about his eating. Dad said that Aiden will be the most active of the bunch. He went last night to visit and goes back again today. I am still in great amounts of pain, have the most sore swollen ankles and can not go number two. BUT I LOVE my babies!!!!

Emilia first DR visit went great!

Finally home..it is soooooooo nice. Emilia is doing good, just waiting for Aiden and Seth to come home.

really that big

Okay, I did not get my ultrasound until 10:00pm and it finished at 11:30pm. So I am still not believing what the technician told me and I guess we wont know for sure until they are born but he said I had one 5 plus and two 6 plus pounders in me. That would total 17 lbs of baby, right. Maybe that would explain why I am so miserable. When he measured the little femurs it showed that they are long for their age too. I guess with a tall daddy and and tall momma one should only expect a tall baby. I still dont belive it though. My Dr is going to check me early Saturday morning and if I am showing labor signs, he will deliver me. I pray and am asking everyone to pray that I am showing the right signs of labor. So maybe the three will be born November 3rd. Time will tell.

Happy Halloween

It is hard to be by yourself on a holiday. It does let me know how blessed I truly am and have been in my life. I cant write too much cause I got a new iv site and it hurts to type a bit. I miss home. Tomorrow I get an ultrasound to make sure the babies are doing okay. I will let you know any updates. I am starting to hate being here but at the same time having panic attacks of the fact that I will have three babies to take care of within the next two weeks.