Update

Okay, I have not posted in awhile. My purpose in life has changed quite a bit, with the help of my family, my main goal is keeping the three babies happy and making my body put up with the loss of hair, balance and keen memory. I can feel them now, sometimes I think they are already fighting. I know my life will be harder than ever but all I am focusing on is helping them make it in me as long as they can. I miss a solid nights sleep and being able to get out of the chair without feeling like a ran a marathon. I have tried watching soaps but boy are they dramatic. I am afraid I will feel that I will be brainwashed into thinking that way of life is normal.

grad 07

Here is us the big graduation night. I am already huge at just 14 weeks but oh well. Our nehpew Phillip Delgado was also graduating that night as well.

A little scare alot of pain

I woke up this morning with the most pain I have experienced so far. We called the dr and were getting ready to go the hospital, but then the pain slowly went away. All energy was completely drained from me for the rest of the day. Doc said maybe gas or bladder infection. If it returns, hopefully not, I will go in on Monday. Sadly, I know that pain is nothing compared to what I will experience in the future..lol. I hope I get my strength back to get back to work by next week. On a lighter note, we got to see the babies on Thursday and they all are good size and have great heartbeats.

Graduation Party 07

We had a family and friends party for Jacque and Phillip (her cousin)today at Mooney's Grove. It was fun, even though it was a little warm. Such a warm and loving family. We are all blessed.

another breakdown...

One night a man had a dream.


He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.


For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.


When the last scene of his life flashed before him
he looked back, at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.


He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life.


This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.


But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."


The LORD replied:


"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you, During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."


Today I worked two hours and came home sick as a dog. Pretty much the same as my weekend. Today I figured I am not cut out for this and told god it is now all up to him cause I can't do this anymore. I have never felt so loved but yet so sick in my life. I hope I make a better mother when they are born.

Strange days

Today was pretty good except for the morning. I have never taken so long to take a crap in my life. I got to be with family, eat a good dinner and listen to some mariachi play live. I love to listen to the music. Now I just need to get these guys to hear a good polka...lol. Well, tonight I tried a glass of prune juice. Only gagged once. Hopefully, it was worth it. The medicine with the fact of being preggo has made a very nasty side effect I would not wish on anyone...lol.

Okay, so there is three....

I will write more later...but there is really triplets inside of me. We thought the one was not going to make it, but it looks like he/she is hanging in there. So I am basically really blessed and really scared.

One day at a time

This week has been the worst so far. Up till 2 rocking in the chair, just at the point of throwing up. As soon as I wake up, I am reminded of how I felt just as I finally closed my eyes. Trying to get into work, almost threw up the carnation instant breakfast I forced down all over my freshly ironed pants. Called work and told them I will try to come in one more hour late. I will call the doctor today and see what else I can take to help this. This is very frustrating. My other lab tech that did in vitro this past cycle, got preggo with a singleton. I told her she was a lucky girl. I was so hoping to have someone who would know what this is like to talk to. Thank god for my family, coworkers and friends who truly know what I am going through. I could not get through this without you.

Prom Queen

Jacque made prom queen last night. She looked so beautiful...as always. Addison was very handsome too. I have been sooooo tired and sick still, I feel like I am just watching time fly by.

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